Friendship.

this one movie I’ve watched, gave me so many meaning of FRIENDSHIP. now i realized that what was happen in my life, I’ve got everything changed. back to my high school, there were very amazing friends i have. by the end of the day we were together, now it really hard to have a time with them. how one step in our life could change everything. i moved to college, I’ve seen more friends. i starting misses them back to our high school time. i don’t know how, maybe they were been replaced. I’ve met another friends in college, they’ve become my best BESTFRIEND. but know that, there’s one day you will realized that they aren’t been replaced, there’s no one like them. they will become your bestfriend until forever and so do your bestfriend that you have found in your college. there’s no one like bestfriend. other people just know how to come and go in your life. BESTFRIEND, will stay. 

now I’m talking about friendship of mine with this one girl i adored so much. since kindergarten, primary school, high school and until now. you’re the one that i will call my real BESTFRIEND. just know that, our memories isn’t worth to waste. it’s worth for keeping it and growing old with it together. bestfriend, i want you to be mine forever <3

i misses my boys so much. who would know there were be our last day. our last day in our first stage. our second stage in life together would be different. but boys, even there’s miles apart us, knew that even 300 miles away is nothing. i will be there for you guys and i hope the same thing from you guys.

guys, everything is possible on our last day before we stepped more in our life. xoxo 

#frienship#bestfriend#boysfriends#xoxo

Stefanie Kain

wait wait wait...... English mode change to Malay mode.
hurmm! hurmm! cubaan 1 2 3, cubaan 1 cubaan 2 cubaan 3. hahaha xD


3 tahun yang lalu adalah saat yang indah bagi saya dimana saya selalu ada disisi awak. sentiasa menemani awak setiap masa. kita cuma sekadar kawan biasa yang rapat. kawan rapat yang berkongsi suka dan duka, menolong antara satu sama lain jika kita memerlukan, sentiasa ada untuk memperlengkapi diri sendiri dan lain-lain yang sepatutnya menjadi tanggungjawab sebagai kawan.

2 tahun yang lalu juga adalah saat yang sukar bagi saya dimana saya menyukai awak. saya menganggap awak lebih daripada kawan saya. saya menyimpan perasaan itu sudah sekian lama. cuma saya tidak pernah ingin untuk memberitahu awak sebab saya takut itu akan membuatkan hubungan kita musnah. saya pun memutuskan untuk terus menyimpan perasaan itu sehingga menyebabkan saya melayani awak lebih daripada kawan. sampai satu saat, saya sedar awak telah menyedari perasaan sebenar saya. saya pun berusaha untuk tidak menunjukkan perasaan suka itu.

1 tahun yang lalu dimana saya mengorbankan perasaan diri sendiri untuk orang yang menyukai awak. untuk selama 2 tahun saya menyimpan perasaan suka ini, semuanya jadi sia-sia apabila selepas 2 tahun itu awak telah dimiliki oleh orang lain. saya merasa bodoh kerana tidak memberitahu perasaan sebenar saya kepada awak. tapi seperti orang cakap, menyesal kemudian tiada guna. selepas itu saya memutuskan untuk merelakan awak dimiliki oleh orang lain.

mungkin saya memang tidak layak memiliki awak di dalam hidup saya. 

sehingga sekarang saya masih lagi menatapi gambar awak jika saya sangat merindui awak. sehingga sekaranglah saya tidak memiliki awak. sehingga sekaranglah perasaan itu masih ada. sehingga sekaranglah kita masih meneruskan hubungan sebagai kawan yang rapat. mungkin awak bukanlah jodoh hidup saya. awak milik orang lain walaupun sekarang saya tidak tahu apa status awak sekarang.

saya cinta awak.......

Memories should not be forgotten.

memories is a really precious moment in our life. its really hard for us to forget them.happiness, sadness, craziness and etc. the moment we are together, the moment we are far away, the moment we are never ever meet again after that. but the memories still with us, still in our heart and in our life. we always heard, people's will come in and go out easily. are they come for forever or just a temporary? are they go for forever or just a temporary? we got two answer for both, but still the memories willremain.its just the people come and go. but missing someone with those memories is hurt. that is the pain in memories. MISSING SOMEONE! but we just keep step forward with that pain and doing our own part in our life. life is too short. do it nicely and go for it. make some memories with the lovely one because tomorrow is not the promised to everyone.

remember, tomorrow is not the promised and just go on for your own life.

life isn't about finding yourself, life is about creating yourself. the most important thing is to enjoy your life, to be happy, it's all that matter. life is really simple, but we insist on making complicated. life is the dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor. most people have never learned that one of the main aims in life is to enjoy it. in the end, its not the years in your life that count. its the life in your years. we not remember days, we remember moments. throughout life people making you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too.the truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed. do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate of the mind on the present moment.